last night my best friend called me and let me know that her husband of over twenty five years served her with divorce papers, I asked her to come over and spend the night so she would not have to be alone for the weekend.
We woke up early and went to breakfast then i thought it would be a good idea to suggest that we go to church. Something we have never done together in 16 yrs of friendship. During the time we were there she was overwhelmed with grief and her tears would not stop flowing. The pastor asked at the end of his sermon if anyone wanted to come forward and lay their problems at the altar and give their hearts to jesus. He asked over and over again till she finally had enough courage to get up and walk forward, at that very moment i knew she was going to be o.k. She later told me that she had asked god in her prayers the night before to send her a sign that all was going to be fine. She thanked me for being there for her and we spent the rest of the day doing girlfriend things like shopping and eating sushi.I encourage others to be supportive and most important over all things is to love one another.
A loving Girlfriend!!!

I am in the ninth grade, but still annoyed that when I was in the eighth grade i was cheated out of being Valedictorian,I had an overall GPA of 95, and this girl, who was rude to teachers and me and plenty of other people, who also had an overall GPA of 85 got Valedictorian. SHe only got it because a teacher who had been at my school for 28 yrs always favored the girl even when the girl was rude to her and talked bad about her and all the other 8th grade teachers behind their backs. What I am really angry about is that every time I see my old 8th grade teacher he is so fake and I can see the guilt within his eyes, but he is too much of a coward to tell me what he and all the other useless adults did and that was cheat a person out of an honor that they deserved. I still got the honor of being pronounced Salutatorian I had a better speech than that girl and all the teachers that cheated me out of Valedictorian gave me dirty looks. It is nice to get that off my chest and I am glad I do not have to confront those teachers and tell them that I know what they did to me, like I wanted to. Well I am learning to forgive them and let go of the things in this world that I cannot change(-:

I feel so lost in life.

I am 21 years old and a recovering drug addict. I was addicted to crack cocaine and it nearly killed me four times. It only took one hit to take control of my life. In the past 10 months i have been to rehab and the hospital twice. I had doctors tell me that if i had just chosen heroin they could help me. But that the chances of me getting clean and staying clean were so small....only God and willpower could help me. I made many bad decisions on drugs that will haunt me for the rest of my life but I have been clean since March 15th 2009 and am approaching 90 days. I relate to this song because I cannot my past, but i can change my future.

Page 8 I also want to let my dauther know that I love her very much and I am so thankful that she is helping me to stay strong through all of this.I want to thank her and to thank my friend don and to thank my friend rosy posy. You's have helped me more then you's will ever know. I'm just sorry that I won't be around long enough to help you's through a time like this but I will always be there on your shoulders to lend an ear as your gaurdien angel.I love you Tiffany and I will be holding your hand through the rest of your years. Jeffrey I love you just as much as I do Tiffany, thank you for being there for me when I needed to lean on someone and when I could not walk and needed to be carried. You were my strengh to help and I will forever be grateful. I love you Jeff. Dwayne I love you to but we just don't seem to see much of each other, please try and be the best you can be. I love you Dwayne. You's kids were always my life and I will love yous forever. Just remember one thing don't take things for granted. One day you will have it and the next day it will be gone.