My Mom met my dad in 1958 she was 20 and he was in the navy she felt he was her soul mate. She got pregnant and he went off with the navy she lost the tripletts and then he came home again in june 1959 for leave then he went back she found out she was pregnant with me well he didnt see her for awhile and when he came home he found out she had me. he told her i wasnt his but she knew i was. she then got back with him keeping my hair cut short because it was just as curly as his and i had his hazel blue eyes. then she married him. she had mt brother. She found out he was cheating. so she got drunk and he came home he told people that she tried to hurt and boy and he took her from her and hid him from her at a friends home.she searched for him then they devorced but he claimed she was a drunk and she tried to hurt him which later he admitted was a lie. she lost him tempoary then she got a great attorney. and then won a right to see him he had gotten remarried and his wife taugh him to call her momma so when my mom went to see him he called the other women momma and it hurt her so much she didnt want to disrupt him she stopped seeing him she told me.my dad always denied me. to make a l

 
My story starts the same as most. My parents divorced when I was young, my father had an affair, I had a sibling pass away and a grandparent. However, the rest of the story is where I struggle. I heard WICNC about 1 ½ years ago. I was at a very low spot in my life. I had just had my heart broken by the man I had an affair with. Before I am judged, here is the rest of the story; I married very young, it has never been the soul mate/best friend marriage. I am very quiet, keep the peace sort of person, do what is expected of me. I have never let anyone inside my walls. Until I met him, he was everything I had always dreamed of, my hopes, dreams and future were in him. My husband is very controlling and I feel I am abused, maybe you don’t see my physical scares but I feel I am abused mentally, psychologically, socially & emotionally. This person helped me find me, I was such a different person, alive, happy, I could be me around him, but what he taught me, helped me & gave me was so beautiful. He was my best friend, soul mate. But ends up this man stayed with his family, but he also went to another person. I hit a low spot, I was depressed, angry, deeply hurt. I worked at forgiving

 
I share the same thing in common with LeAnn, I have Psoriasis. I know the emotion, that it can have on ones life if you let it. She is coming to my area for a show in July at the Mohegan Sun in Wilkes-Barre, pa. I would like to meet her and give her a friendly hello.
matt

 
YOU WILL BE O.K. MY DAUGHTER AND I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

 
ThisThanksgiving I will be hitting a 5 year mark of the worst night of my life. My fiancée and I were alone at my house and he raped me in my own room. It was coercive rape. I didn’t know what that term meant until I started college in 06. Resulting from this rape was a baby. My fiancée and I only talked only a few times since it happened. Then the night before my birthday he broke off the engagement. Saying he never loved me. And had lied to me for the 3 years we were together. I wasn’t smart, or beautiful or anything. I told him I was pretty sure I was carrying his baby. At that exact time I still hadn’t taken a pregnancy test. He wanted nothing to do with me or our baby. It broke me completely. I couldn’t stand being around males and my trust in almost everyone went away. Because of the severe depression I went into I lost the baby. But have now come to forgive myself for blaming myself. I can now trust a lot of people although I am cautious. And I have learned to love myself again and am learning to love others. I’m now ready for a relationship again and feel it in my heart that I have enough love to be in a relationship again. And be happy sharing my life with anot

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