I am tired...of feeling like i will never have my own home, of this over a year search for a job when i have 15 years experience and still unable to get work, of the debt that i foolishly thought i could pay off. Wondering if i will ever be a sucess at controling my health ,and of the Child i wish to have with my loving husband who still amazingly loves me. There are so many days i wonder why get up nothing is changing. I will do my best to go on and fight the demons that are trying to hold me down and appricate what is good.

I've always thought my life would be easy. But at the age of 21, pregnant for the first time, my life was turned upside down. I lost my boyfriend and my children 3 weeks apart. No one should ever have to lose a child, but I had to make a decision to end their suffering, or wait for them to die. My sons, Matthew and Mark were sent home to heaven on August 24th 2006 and not a day goes by that I don't think of them. Sadly 3 years later their sister, Mattie Anne joined them in heaven. It's taken almost 4 years to get where I am today, and when I found this song I had to share with those who haven't gotten this far in their healing. I cannot change that I have lose my babies, but I can change the actions I do day to day to make them proud of me.
Thank you LeAnn for this song, from the bottom of my heart.

I'm only 15 years old but here is my story of why I'm scared.My parents divorced when I was 7 and I still haven't got over it.A part of me feels like it was my fault.I love them dearly but they still fight even though they aren't together and they married other people.I feel like they never support me in my dreams of becoming an actress.At school with my friends their parents are together and I can't come to them for advice.I feel alone and that no one knows the real me.I'm afraid to live my life because I feel I'll be alone and I can't run to anyone.I feel like I always disapont my family even when I don't do anything wrong I just want someone to talk to.And I want my parents to stop putting me in the middle of their wars and for me to stop crying in the dark for no reason.That's whe i treat them really bad I want to get their attention like they gave to me when they found out I had a heart murmur when I was 9.They may think I'm happy, but I'm not.Sometimes I am, but not all the time.I'm just looking for someone to listen and care.This song gives me hope.Thank you Leann Rimes.You give me hope your my hero. I will cahnge the way I treat them to make me feel better.-Vic

Three years ago our unborn daughter, Parker, was diagnosed with a rare birth defect known as congenital diaphragmatic hernia. She was born premature at 33 weeks and weighed only 3 pounds 12 ounces. She lived for only a day.
We had to make the decision to take her off life support and it was the hardest decision we have ever had to make thus far in our lives. I will never forget her last moments in our lives as she lay helpless in her Daddy's arms gasping for air. She took her last breath with her daddy and I right there with her.
Her funeral was beautiful just like her. No parent should ever have to bury their child. I still don't know how we made it through that day.
We felt sorry for ourselves for almost two years and finally decided in January 2008 to do something about this rare birth defect. We created a nonprofit in her memory called The Parker Reese Foundation. The legacy she left behind is amazing beyond words. We are helping families like our own and advocating for better research, medical treatment and support.
Parker forever changed who we are and we are so blessed that God chose us to be her parents. We love her and miss her more every day.

My friend was killed by his father.
I was sexually abused.
My friend was through financially because of her familiy.