I LOST MY DAD ON SEPTEMBER 1ST 2001 AND EVEYDAY WITHOUT HIM SUCKS FOR ME. MY DAD WAS MY LIFE. I MISS HIM EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY. HE WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN IN THE WORLD. HE HAS TWO OF THE MOST WONDERFUL GRANDSONS FROM ME AND HE HAS ANOTHER GRANDSON FROM MY OLDEST BROTHER. HE WILL NEVER GET TO SEE THEM GROW UP AND HE WILL NEVER GET TO MEET MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND. I JUST WISH HE WAS HERE WITH US AND NOT GONE.

I feel
but don't want to
She hurts
and says there's nothing I can do
She held it in
then said what was on her mind
I felt so lost
shows that love is blind
I see now whats important
show the passion that you feel
If only one of us is in love
then is love real?
She says she needs her space
and room to let her grow
leaves me searching and wondering
to find the love to let her go
I feel a change coming
can I survive without her love
I pray for the wisdom
from the lord above
knowing what you can and can not change
and the wisdom to know the differance is hard
When it comes to matters of the heart
there are 2 choices...love or hate
I choose love

i am a 10 year old girl that will never get over the idea of having no dad and my my mother to not have a baby i am her mirical

I cannot change that I'm 31 and may not live to see my 40's if I don't lose some of my weight. A problem with my spine started after I turned 30 and as a result of the pain, I gained a lot of weight. I am not over 400 lbs and the idea of having to lose any weight seems impossible. I have a closet full of clothes that do not fit and that makes me sick. I have a best friend who cheated and got a lap band and all she does is eat junk and she still gets to lose weight, that makes me angry and I cannot change that. I also cannot change that as much as she angers me, I am and always have been and will always be in love with her. I cannot change tha I am hurt that she has now found someone I think she is going to date, this guy, and its not me but he is the male version of me, and its not like shes never been with women so I don't know why it can't be me that she pics. It $#@! with my head because he's a big guy too and why'd she lose all that weight to settle on him...this is something I cannot change. I cannot change the economy tomorrow and land a decent job or make unemployment pay me any more money. I am 31 and essentially feel like a piece of $#@! and I cannot change that.

My name is Jennifer. I am a mother of 2 beautiful sons. The 23rd of May was my 8 yr marriage anniversary to a very controlling man from Pakistan. For 8 yrs I lived in a home where I couldn't be myself and didn't feel loved. I left him 3 times only to come back after thinking I couldn't do this alone. I am only 26 yrs old. Recently (very) I met a man that has shown me how to love myself again. I'm starting to relearn what happiness means to me. My definition of love used to be "sacrificing your happiness for the happiness for someone you love". For 8 yrs I prayed that my husband would love me just as I loved him. I left him and filed divorce not long ago. Now, I may be taking baby steps, but at least I am moving forward. I'm learning to let go of the things that I cannot change. I forgive myself, and therefore can forgive others. I do not change for anyone but myself. I am happy with who I am as a person. And best of all, I have the support of a very good friend. Everyday I say aloud "God, please help me make it through today." Somedays are harder than others. But at the end of the day one thing is different...I dont cry myself to sleep anymore... Thank you for helping me b