watching this video and listening to the song im still not sure if i can accept what i cant change. many things have happened to me but just recently i lost an aunt and i was extremly close to her. the saddest part is she left behind a 13 year old daughter goin in to high school. She wont even get to see me graduate high school, and im 16. I feel sry for everyone her family my family everyone my dad only has one sibling now his dad! His two brothers mom and now little sister has passed and it will kill me even more when my daddy and grandpa go. See i have trouble with death i dont like it it scares me and i think bout when is it my turn everyday and i cant change it and it makes me angry that i cant. Is that normal, is it ok. Im afraid to tell people because they dont understand and say that its life we come and we go. How is it possible though i just dont understand. maybe its because im to young i dont know though. But her death has had an affect on me ever since and i have not been the same since. I just dont want to let go because that means i will have to say goodbye and i dont want to say goodbye because i want her to be in my life forevr and i just want her back i cant live